chRistEl bEllE ho mEi chEn a.k.a mE!

2006-09-13T18:13:00.000+08:00

i also want to say:

i'm happily attached to syl.

But this will never happen. Not anymore.

2006-08-13T17:33:00.000+08:00

feeling terrible. Having a ridiculous flu. Gosh.

Now slacking at the spa drinking my green island. Yummy yummy.

Found this message while deleting messages in the "draft".

"....i will not walk out on you no matter what...u must not walk out on me too..." haha. I wrote it.

I might have picked up my pace and continue walking, but sometimes, u still make me slow down to think of u. Thats true.

2006-08-06T18:25:00.000+08:00

Had breakfast like 4 am in the morning. William and me ate at Breko and the food there is fantastic. Shld have taken photos of it to display. We had like pancakes. Yummy Yumm. My favourite!!

2006-08-04T12:51:00.001+08:00

Wee. Had my french class last night. It was fun!! I think im loving France! must go after i have learned French. muhaha. didn't go to sschool today. Couldn't crawl up from my bed. haha.

2006-08-04T12:51:00.000+08:00

Wee. Had my french class last night. It was fun!! I think im loving France! must go after i have learned French. muhaha. didn't go to sschool today. Couldn't crawl up from my bed. haha.

2006-07-31T10:53:00.000+08:00

i DID it. I finally deleted the blog.

But it seems like it can still be seen on the web. WHATEVER.

U are one selfish bitch. Im telling you.

Thanks for getting out of my life.

2006-07-29T16:07:00.000+08:00

Slept unitl2 this afternoon. Dots.Was supposed to go for this bigthingy that earns 10CE points. But i couldn't wake up.Oh no. lol. anyway. Might be going out with my mum and family to club later. Muhahaha. fun seh.

2006-07-21T15:30:00.000+08:00

lol. people say i have low sexy ah du's voice. I think i sound so manly. Anyway, goin to happy tonight and chill with Fiona and guys. Whoo. It's a gay pub, shld have alot of cute guys. LOL. Lookable but not touchable. So sad. HAHA. Just for laugh =)

Class is getting fine now. I have started to get used to being alone. Without him. Perhaps its time that i needed.

2006-07-14T19:26:00.000+08:00

2006-07-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

lol. HAd fun last night at Zouk! It was a all girls party and there was really many chio bus!!!!!

2006-07-12T14:29:00.000+08:00

LOL

Hi~ haven been blogging for a very long time. Used to spend my time outside, no time to blog.

Hereby, i announce that i am Single AND prretty! oooops. BHB but who cares.

So guess i will have lots of time to blog everyday. Do drop a tag for me! :P

2006-06-05T19:06:00.000+08:00

Okay. The previous day, someone asked me to do a favour for him. He sent me this link. www.blogger.com/home and asked me to ~please~ update my blog. HAHAHA so funny. Okay. I have updated. See? See? See? ;P

2006-02-10T19:40:00.000+08:00

2005-12-31T13:28:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh!

school's gonna re-open again.

why?

why?

why?

i dun want~~~!!!

2005-12-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

oya...btw....

my bro's camp have realli cool stuffs like preserved pasta,chicken rice,peanut soup and even powder pocari sweat.. imagine?

2005-12-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

woke up early this morning jux to send my brother to the 42 SAR(armour force)

cool seh...the regulation for newbies have changed drastically...

the camp used to be a non-smoking area..but now...they even introduced a smoking spot to all newbies during the tour....hahaha...

newbies are even allowed to bring hPs in,which in the past..is like a NO NO tingy lah...keke...

imagine 'lao jiao'(seniors) looking all build up...tanned skin...

em...but...i dun recall seeing ani of them... dot dot dot...

but they were pretty helpful....ushering us ard...

hmm...yay...

den went to Golden mile with sly to eat beef noodle...YUMMI!!!!!

Saw converse shoes at the army market....it's like $29....but the original one is $49.90...and the funniest thing is...they look exactly the same...yesh...

2005-12-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

nutin serious happened in the morning...watch couple of muvees...'Dukes of the hazard and 'The perfect match'. Jessica Simpson is so damn hot....lolx

YAY

den went to bugis with Esther and her fren, ming dong and sly....lolx...went to makan Seoul garden...NICE SEH.....had fun eating...gosh..they even had sushi there...can imagine?

but the self-made coke float tasted awfully nice....keke...
after dat...wen to play pool at DG...haven played pool for such a long time...

wanted to go drinking after dat but was too tired....

2005-12-08T15:37:00.000+08:00

went to m'Sia ydae for hair dying....HAHAHA

sly asked his dad if he could go to m'Sia to dye his hair...his dad went like "go dye(die) go dye(die)..."

HhaHaa....

had a awfully long day jux to get the dye to "stay" in my hair...imagine sitting on the chair for 5 hours with a stupid yr 2002 Female magazine....BOO...!!!!

but d result was good....jux hope dat it will not fade off....i dun wna look like lioness.....

Sly had his hair dyed greenish-grey....WOW....

Been goin to m'Sia for d last few days....

Went in on Sat with sly and family..den went in d nxt dae with my mum...

Heard frm bro dat he saw bee huey at holiday inn ydae....knew she wen tin..butdin expect to c her there...lolx...

Brother goin for ns tml...SAD LAH...nobody to maraton muvees....SAD....

2005-11-21T01:48:00.000+08:00

Why do things have to come to an end?

When sumting ends, will it have a new beginning?

If yes? Wad would it be?

2005-11-16T16:39:00.000+08:00

had fun todae with ruth and peeps....10 of us chabot basic science...soley becux d topic was too dry...wad d hell...magnet mirror i mage thingy? wad d...

yah...so we went to catch d 11.30 emily ross movie....watched it twice...

boring~~~~~

den we went to play pool..muhahaha...won sly...hahahaha....yah...

2005-11-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

....lol...

been runnin low on cash these daes...
....

ani jobs available????

i nid job....

2005-11-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

hahaha...

i noe u surf my blog...

dun try to deny it....

yah..

this entry....

it's for u...

2005-10-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

i tink...i seriously nid to.....

haha...

nutin...

wasting ur time...

bleahx....!

2005-10-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

im practically over d moon...

muhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

im glad dat i walked on the wrong track for awhile...but got directed back....

if not...i wouldn't have met such a nice person.....

2005-10-17T00:52:00.000+08:00

hey guys...haven been updating for a pretty long time...
lol
aniwae...some tings have happened...n im glad it did....if not i would have been led to a nice ending....
lol....
it's almost a week bah...hope it does not change....

2005-10-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

muhaaaaa....i seriously had fun todae....

2005-10-09T14:04:00.000+08:00

now i reali$ed..it'$ not dat i cho$e not to move on, but...time i$n't rite..for me to move on...it haven arrived...with dat $pecial one.

$o i $hldn'tblame u for moving on...infact i canot blame u..becux u de$erve to move on...i hope ...but i dun tink it will gonna happen, dat we r through with each other...all d mi$under$tandin and ur hatred toward$ me becux of my action$.

Carry on be happi with ur pre$ent life, becux i will giv u all my ble$$ing..mayb...u mite tink y $hld u accept..but...it'$ up to u...

2005-10-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

i ain't gonna $hit about anitng rite now.

BECUX

shitting is BAD.FAR TOO BAD.

bad for the health.

and i ain't gonna destroy my health becux i wanna c ti$ going on.

I wanna b d la$t one there, $tanding.

BMF

2005-10-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

i canot find ran$on letter by pug jelly....can anione hlp me?????

Funni...actually there r alot of ting$ to $ae..but d moment i wna write...i forgot.

2005-10-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

some of us choose to move on with life but many tend to stay put and let time pass them by.

Ain't i one of them?

i seriously do not know.

2005-10-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

muhahahahaha...tml going back to school adi...happi and nervouss cum sian..have to start all over again...

"hi, im christel blah blah blah..."

but my class got jie lun and sly...heehee...

heehee...

okok..

nid to get ready for slp...tml goin to sch...!!! yeah~~~!

hope it's a nice beginning....

2005-10-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

first...i wan to declare dat sumone ard me is a jerk and an ass....he suxs!

BUT WHO CAREssssssssssss.....

hahaha...had fun eating with close budss...although time spent ain't dat much nowadeas...but it'ss nice...

i walked into a black shop todae dat cheated my money of my hair...sshit....renee is rite...****** iss a place full of black shops with black ppl...muhahahahaha....one dae i shld mix it with white....

2005-09-29T03:10:00.000+08:00

its realli amazing to see two peron being in a sweet yet serious relationship after knowing each other for a veri veri veri long period of time...so sweet..i wish i ever had this kinda of relationship...

my ex-classmates are an example...so sweet...

2005-09-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

todae went to watch brothers grimme...FUNNIE SHOW
ash sae d frog in the movie veri cute...i tink d guy even cuter...will....muhahahhahahahaha....
FUNNIe..
it's not dat im despo or wad...but u noe wad...do u tink i care wad ya tink??

i realised i have to start living for myself...so...
no matter how unhapppi u tink ur life is...u still have to live...
god made u for a reason...
goes for u to renee....there mux be a reason to everiting...

sch startin soon....haix...happi but sad..
no more late nights and late morning....
can u imagine...

2005-09-24T14:26:00.000+08:00

yeah..todae goin town to buy materialistic stuffs...muhahahahahaha....

2005-09-21T03:07:00.000+08:00

guess who i saw todae at bugis?????????????????????????

heehee...u'll nv find out....

it's sfor me to know n u to find out....

2005-09-20T13:53:00.000+08:00

im realli realli very happy to c u again....if u knew....

2005-09-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

i REALLI REALLI miss u...if u knew...

2005-09-20T13:29:00.000+08:00

are all guys in this world a JERK???

marry and live on u...counting on u to support them? this is such a burden to us..i hate these type of guys...

have they all forgotten the vows they plegde?

"i will alwaes love and take care of u in times of happiness,sadness and sickness..."
isit just one sided pledge now?

im glad im not married...

but shld i hate them? or pity them? which one?

Sadly...i have one ard me now...

2005-09-20T01:41:00.000+08:00

i feel liek im m issing sumting in my life...

YAH!

ssumting in my life...dunnoe wad is it..but i feel like im missin all d fun dat i nid

aniwae...tings seem normal todae...went to work..cancelled my tuition...jux din feel like goin...

2005-09-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

OMG....my mum's a match maker now?

n d party is------------>me!!!!

dats y they sae it runs in d blood...my mums a matcher maker...so m i..."lovecupid88"

so...? doesn't mean i dun have boyfren..i m ? old maiden...or a spinster?
ITS TOO YOUNG TO BE ONE!!!!!

i dun wan my mums recommandation...i wan to fight for my happiness myself...WITH THE RIGHT GUY!!! not some match make....

NO WAY!!!

*scoffs*

OH MY GOSH!!!!

2005-09-16T13:23:00.000+08:00

Yeah i got my ezlink replaced...ALl thank to the kind lady at the control station. Its alwaes pay to b good...u get praised.At least it is better den being a faggot. Like dat idiot bus driver i saw ydae.DAMN!!! childish...stick d tongue out? Wad for? idiot...unless he tinks im one...haha..nah...im nore den a idiot...a cute one..hehe...*hair standin up* haha...saw tis reali cute guydat looked like jun yang.DId i mentioned he was in jc uni? so cute...if there was another genre of guys i liked..it wld be jc cuties...Malays..wld be mixed chi n malay type...like shah..but it over. Another type wld be wei jian type.Indians..hmm...guy wit realli good feature...haha...

2005-09-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofkisserareyouquiz/">What Kind of Kisser Are You?

2005-09-15T14:15:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Friends with Benefits

You're not looking for anything serious... just something hot!
And you're little black book (or cell phone) always hooks you up.
You want nothing more than friends with benefits. No strings.
You also don't mind benefits without the friendship!

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

2005-09-15T14:04:00.000+08:00

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/">How Are You In Love?

2005-09-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: October 18

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity.
There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself.
You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator.

You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas.
Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed.
There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others.
Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/">What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2005-09-15T13:53:00.000+08:00

You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 80% of the population.

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are'>http://www.blogthings.com/romanticorrealisticquiz/">Are You Romantic or Realistic?

2005-09-10T18:11:00.000+08:00

there is nutin to tok abt todae...

things haven been goin smoothly..or is it jux my over sensitive personality?

but in other way...if tings have been going smoothly...there will be nutin for me to learn frm..isit it rite?

im total messed up wit my life...

y it have to turn out like dat....

will be goin off to the gym later...

WADEVA.

im ****** with my life...

2005-09-05T10:25:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! holis finally here....
darn..im gonna miss d peeps inPL02-06...cool dudes....
now sitting on my bed-slackin...
fel like the QUEEN!!!!
haha...except..a poor one..no personal assistantS...
todae..i tink veron first dae of work..haha..hope it be gud for her...den malini goin for interview todae...funnie sia...maib nxt time mux use tis tactic...hehe...

2005-09-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

haha..
din go to church todae...
now slackin...
had a quarrel with my mum y'dae...
feelin rebellious lately...
bad words...i hate em..but i can't control..no lah..sumtimes...maib...
saw dan's and infacts friendster...suddenly..i feel like...im old..haha..maib i was...

2005-09-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

oya...i wanna add in ytd's entry...chijms HAD alot of CUTE GUYS.....!!!! hehehehehehe....lol....but...cute onli cute lah...if shah was to read tis entry..he will surely go..."chris...onli noe how to tok abt cute guys at d party....blah blah blah..." m i sarcastic..if i m...cum scold me....;p

2005-09-03T01:32:00.000+08:00

had fun at chijms with kendri and his frens...lol...saw alot of mediacorp actors....FUN!!! free drinks, food, music...wad more do u expect...daniel ong and jamie yeo came down to host for Jack Daniels. FUN!!!lol...

later was supposed to meet willy and his gang at CQ but decided not to...went home...tis time..i decided to go with my feelings....

2005-08-29T01:19:00.000+08:00

i will be STRONG...!!!

nutin will defeat me..yeah...

2005-08-29T01:12:00.000+08:00

im missing my gp....where issh he rite now?

sumtimes i wish i was still a toddler, noe nutin about love, hatred, missing all tis stuffs...like tis, i won't hav to feel painful abt the missing part in my life...y did u hav to go...?!?!?

things are nv gonna be d same...never...

sumtimes, you shld realli tresure wad u hav...

2005-08-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

Buds 4 now and future...!!!

2005-08-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

thankx yah bee...for ur encouragement...i lurve u...!!! and ashley too!!!!

2005-08-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

ash...be a brave person...no matter wad....life still has to go on....since he,in the 1st place,didn't mention anyting abt being with u at all....u shld noe dat u shldn't put much feelings into it....datx y u hurt so much now....omg....i duno wad exactly happened,but i feel...since he didn't noe how to treasure u well....im sure there are many other choices in the future!!afraid not,moi dearie....you're onli 16...(ok,goin to 17 haha =P)...u still have SHO MANY YRS to live thru....& u'll be able to find another cuter guy to be with!! soon soon!!!haha...tho without a companion,but u stil hav lotx of frens ard u!!!& im sure they care for u lotx too!! =D u hav many gd pts....& it's a pity dat guy doesn't noe how to appreciate u...mayb u shld hav a gd talk with him? muz ask him whether he really likes u,& wana be ur bf anot...it's better for everyone to say out...den this matter can be solved...dragging or wadeva without words from the heart is not a good way....this onli adds pain to ur heart.... =) however,if u 2 stil hav a chance to be together again...let me noe okie?hehe..muz jia you moi dear...okie? =D
chris...be a brave person too(haha)....brave thru every obstacles in ur life...u hav to hav confidence in urself....& u'll find dat u hav no deprivation of anything at all...nothing....whether loneliness(im like tokin to myself..haha)...or having no bf....or being FAT!(aiyo!) u're not fat la aiyo....stil can save it de! hahahaha...tho i also duno wad exactly happened abt ur love life too....but...hmm...pick urself up,darling...pick up the pieces of urself & put them together again....hav more confidence....being with u for so long....keep seeing u having lots of chances...like many ppl...but all becuz of 2 words:"dun dare",den wen im beside u...i keep seeing chances flying away one by one from u...i duno if u dun dare or wad...but wad i tink is u dun dare to confess cuz u scared ppl dun like u....den reject u....but darling....if u dun try,how u noe ppl like u or not? wad if de guy u like actually likes u too,den u succeded! omg...den we party lo!! ^_^ so u oso muz jia you darling....hehe....bring out de "daring" charm u hav in u....i can feel de charm in u =D...datx a plus pt abt u man..."daring" charm...hahaha...
to ash & chris...so sorry i've been neglecting u guys nowadays...in fact...somehow ever since we got into different polys....but stil feel very glad & happie dat u 2 stil treat me as best frens....i hav not regretted at all having u 2 as moi best buds!!! ever since i got into moi poly....things hav not been goin on dat well....frens....classmates...studies...or wadeva...but still,really very happie dat u guys never forget me at all....i treat u 2 like dat....haix i feel sho sad...feel sho bad....nvm nxt time we mit out...i treat u 2 milkshakes! haha...chris no nid to owe me milkshake le...i treat! =P best buddies ever!! *muuaaaccckkss!! =D

2005-08-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

ash...be a brave person...no matter wad....life still has to go on....since he,in the 1st place,didn't mention anyting abt being with u at all....u shld noe dat u shldn't put much feelings into it....datx y u hurt so much now....omg....i duno wad exactly happened,but i feel...since he didn't noe how to treasure u well....im sure there are many other choices in the future!!afraid not,moi dearie....you're onli 16...(ok,goin to 17 haha =P)...u still have SHO MANY YRS to live thru....& u'll be able to find another cuter guy to be with!! soon soon!!!haha...tho without a companion,but u stil hav lotx of frens ard u!!!& im sure they care for u lotx too!! =D u hav many gd pts....& it's a pity dat guy doesn't noe how to appreciate u...mayb u shld hav a gd talk with him? muz ask him whether he really likes u,& wana be ur bf anot...it's better for everyone to say out...den this matter can be solved...dragging or wadeva without words from the heart is not a good way....this onli adds pain to ur heart.... =) however,if u 2 stil hav a chance to be together again...let me noe okie?hehe..muz jia you moi dear...okie? =Dchris...be a brave person too(haha)....brave thru every obstacles in ur life...u hav to hav confidence in urself....& u'll find dat u hav no deprivation of anything at all...nothing....whether loneliness(im like tokin to myself..haha)...or having no bf....or being FAT!(aiyo!) u're not fat la aiyo....stil can save it de! hahahaha...tho i also duno wad exactly happened abt ur love life too....but...hmm...pick urself up,darling...pick up the pieces of urself & put them together again....hav more confidence....being with u for so long....keep seeing u having lots of chances...like many ppl...but all becuz of 2 words:"dun dare",den wen im beside u...i keep seeing chances flying away one by one from u...i duno if u dun dare or wad...but wad i tink is u dun dare to confess cuz u scared ppl dun like u....den reject u....but darling....if u dun try,how u noe ppl like u or not? wad if de guy u like actually likes u too,den u succeded! omg...den we party lo!! ^_^ so u oso muz jia you darling....hehe....bring out de "daring" charm u hav in u....i can feel de charm in u =D...datx a plus pt abt u man..."daring" charm...hahaha...to ash & chris...so sorry i've been neglecting u guys nowadays...in fact...somehow ever since we got into different polys....but stil feel very glad & happie dat u 2 stil treat me as best frens....i hav not regretted at all having u 2 as moi best buds!!! ever since i got into moi poly....things hav not been goin on dat well....frens....classmates...studies...or wadeva...but still,really very happie dat u guys never forget me at all....i treat u 2 like dat....haix i feel sho sad...feel sho bad....nvm nxt time we mit out...i treat u 2 milkshakes! haha...chris no nid to owe me milkshake le...i treat! =P best buddies ever!! *muuaaaccckkss!! =D

2005-08-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

i veri veri veri sad...omgosh...y mux tis ting happened?

2005-08-24T12:59:00.000+08:00

ahahaha...rmb i do not need to study??? lol...dunnoe whether is tis good anot...dunnid study..everyday jux do rj..feel like will slack behind wen i go into workin life...yah lor...sae wan study together after go into poly...mux make pt to study at po after sch yah...n swim oso...getting fatter adi...

2005-08-23T14:51:00.000+08:00

muhahaha...ate magnium almond ice cream y'dae with rp clicks and lata drank gelera mocha freeze...yummy...!!! heehee..all d way to growin fats...haha..lol...veri long nv go gym..mux jia you...dots...

2005-08-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

why everiting feels so crappy nowadays???

Jux came back from JB...haha...was at the check point den there was this custom officer...he was looking through the front side window...den he stuned and glanced another time at the bag beside my leg...haha...aft much consideration and glancing frm me, he decided no o check whats in the bag...hehe...

One day have gone by...another day is arriving...one more day he's forgotten...

2005-08-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

todae was a total turn off for me...said d wrong thing in class, show d wrong actions wen i was outside...wad was i even thinking...how childish i was...yah rite...mux pronouced chiLdish with d "l"...excuse me...was ur name loser....?

2005-08-14T13:26:00.000+08:00

THE DAY U LEFT HER. SHE CHOSE TO LEAVE TOO.

Rmb d day u called n ask her abt ger problems and told her abt u and Michelle. How u chose Michelle over ur 2 other choices? How u gave up ur promise because of the circumstances u r in? She gave up her's too.

Not long, u broke up with Michelle and quickly returned to ur promise. It seems like she was ya spare, when u nid sumone to comfort u, she was there. When u r sad, she was there to listen to ur probs. U grew too dependent on her. U noe u nid her comfort, she was like a place where u can bury urself in. But, have u ever spared a thought for her?

U always complain that she nv reply to ur msgs. But can u understand the pain she went through? What was she going to reply to u? Things cannot go back to where she wanted it to be. Some things cannot be changed. Once gone, forever vanished. U always sae u will wait for her no matter wad. But to her, "wait" is something dat is nv gonna take place, because to her, it's over. She said, u will always b her good fren. It is not sarcastic; it came out frm her heart. U r like a good fren to her d dae she gave up on u. Its jux dat she nv tells, she doesn't noe how to sae it.

2005-08-13T11:34:00.000+08:00

imagine drinking beer while eating durian..haha...stomach bloated....went drinking with william n fren...hehe...no money on dat dae..so budget abit...drink sucky beer dat taste like water...and cheap durian dat is selling for $1 in cold storage...lol...

2005-08-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

a new fac came todae...no idea y she did dat....but...she asked alot of questions....and probably due to pms...i sort of showed her some attitude..i tink she felt dat..oh no..!!! have been rather moody this few daes...haix...i did pretty bad in the presentation...boooooo...

2005-08-11T12:11:00.000+08:00

EGOISTIC

somebody who believes that the correct basis for a moral code is every person’s concern for his own best interests

YAH YOU...!!! it's you...dun deny it...

2005-08-08T18:14:00.000+08:00

it'a only todae that i realised my wallet is missing...i believe sumone stole it...d person mux be mockin at me now...cux it'a like so mani daes den i realised my missing wallet...if u wan d money..u can hav it..but can u return my cards, there's one in it dat is veri veri impt to me...

2005-08-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

hahaha...back at the taka mac using d net....boring arhx...waiting for my mum...so long...eye getting sore...

i managed to escape todae's work..but have to work tml...sianx...cannot go out ...boring..feel like quiting...went to coffee bean with 'ma'..lol...pris and veron...drank ice mocha..nice..!!!

haha...todae petrina funnie sia...she and her 'eek' wen she saw dat guy dat i saw quite cute..lol...todae...fattening..eat alot of tings..mux go gym tml..heehee....

2005-08-05T10:00:00.000+08:00

haha. Went to coffe club express y'dae with Veron and Pris. funnie sia. we played roleplay and tok alot alot....lol...den we went to taka kfc for dinner and to use the internet...but den kenna chase not long l8r...haha. The security so fierce. Remind me of the two securities in my sch...hahaha...

haha...

2005-08-01T11:02:00.000+08:00

Bee finally let go of the worries she had in her heart. About the future, who knows? But, u noe wad? i will be there if you nid me. Buds 4eva...k..!

2005-07-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

Nutin surprising happened todae, except for d BIG fight i had wit my bro.Dis is one of the biggest fight i had wit him over d million years.Haha.We were at Esso buying some snacks when i put two choc bars on d counter. Nutin special i noe.Dis issh wen d prob came.He was like "scare fat still wan to eat". Normal huh.

ME : "It's not like i eat d whoile bar at a time"

BRO : "Yah, u take a few bites den kip it, i c adi veri disgusting"

Me : "den dun c lah, i WILL put it sumwhere dat u cannot c!"

BRO ; "But i still can c!"

Walking out of the store into d car.

ME : " u din hav to humilate me infront of the counter!"

BRO : Silent.

After a period of time.

ME : "Ma, bro din hav to sae dat to embarrass me."

BRO : " u got serious attitude prob."

ME : "if u noe i veri sensitive, u sh'dnt saed dat."

Haha...tot abt it..it was pretty stupid.But im still angry wit him. :P

2005-07-30T20:11:00.000+08:00

ouch..!!! eyes hurt...heehee...swollen...

work was fine y'dae even though it was stress...surprisingly i did not make any mistake..im impressed...haha...lolx...

I was called sstupid y'dae by hermie...idiot!!!

i wana work in d bar leh...i dun wan to serve ppl..i feel like learning how to do the d rinks...cool huh...but i dunnoe when is my turn..hope is soon... "P

2005-07-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

haha...finally played bball todae in school...been planning wit veron n d rest but we nv played..finally into action...

hahaha...first ball...AIR BALL...hahaha...

i sux...

lol

den when to orchard....to buy slippers...now having sales...but in d end couldn't find it...

haha..went to coffee club xpress aft dat ...eat mud pie and mango tango...d pie was yummy!!! drink was...not as nice as i tot..haha..pris one seems nicer...dots...

tml working...abit stress....

2005-07-21T17:02:00.000+08:00

todae veri stress...
stress...
stress...
d module like..haix...

2005-07-21T09:35:00.000+08:00

ahaha...todae going for a shopping spree with veron....ahaha...singapore big sale going to over adi...faster faster...get your hands on the clothes...wadeva...

i'm gonna get a

-red earth 3 in 1 eye pen
-a sandal
-chionging high heels
-sugaring...
-jeans or skirt...a shorter den short skirt..haha
-haven tink of it yet..
-maybe clothes...

2005-07-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

haha...
a khairui look alike came to the club ytd...
he look like khairui except for he looked more gayish and his eyes are black..while khairui's one is grey...
ahahaha...work until 2 plus...
max is leaving us...sad...

2005-07-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

y'dae work was extremely tiring..standind for 7 hours...

der was a customer who was so rude...stupid!!!

y'dae before work wen to eat at mayim with ashly,renee and hui yin...suddenly feel like everibody change alot...including me...

den went to ash house...watched frens..haha...darn funnie...

2005-07-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

wahaha...been eating lots n lots n lots of super duper thick choco cakes...n i realli mean thick choc cakes...fattening sia...

emo again today...din wanted to tok to my father...wadeva...

haha...had my hair cut and high lighting...eeeee...haha...

OMG...he is sooo cute...
i'm like so into him....!!!

still missing euu....

2005-07-14T11:06:00.000+08:00

When a GUY is quiet and isalone,He's is thinking how good you're, Missyou!!!

When a GUY is lying on his bed,He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,He wants to tell you how much he lovesyou andhow important you're.

When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" afterawhile,He is not and feels hurts.

When a GUY keep asking you the samequestion,He is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,He is wishing that you belongs to himforever.

When a GUY calls you everyday,He Miss You and wants your attention.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,He cares for you and want to know howare youtoday.

When a GUY sms's u everyday,He wants you to know he is fine.

When a GUY says I love you,He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can't livewithout you,He has made up his mind that you are hisfuturewife.

2005-07-14T10:55:00.000+08:00

aniwae..i dun like em'
Stupid...

2005-07-14T10:48:00.000+08:00

hahaha...ydae saw that sooooooo cute guy in my work place. Dat was the second time...haha...first time he was sitting at 74...ydae ...he was sitting at 55...coincidence...he came on both wed...he came ard 11 plus...wen it was closing...

He is so damn cute...

wen i presented the bill for him to sign..he wen like 'arggg"..not sisi..but manly...
can u imagine...? sooooo cute...

ooh...he's name is Khairu Nizam...he's so cute..i'm like so into him...ahaha...

2005-07-14T10:45:00.000+08:00

wo bu yao he ta mei you gua ge...i bu xin xuan them...idiots.... ;X

2005-07-11T12:53:00.000+08:00

he was like jux few cm away frm my face....haha

2005-07-11T12:50:00.000+08:00

haha...worked until ard 3plus den reached home...so paishe...d drink toppled and spilled on the floor...

i was like totally blanked...dun like Michelle...she...

working on wed and sat tis week...

2005-07-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

lost count of dates...
i cannot rmb how long ah gong died...
i still canot believe that one day wen i go to florawale..i dun get to c him...
guess im still resisting to changes...so is ah ma...

frens cum n go..

..haha...suddenly realli like staying at home...all dae...

feel veri stress...

he still got no job...
everidae wen i c him...i get irked...
it's like i dun wan him in my life...

god..pls help me...

2005-07-08T14:18:00.000+08:00

dunnoe y...todae no mood to tok in sch..fren asked me y so quiett..i dunnoe how to ans her back...

2005-07-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

love at first sight is lust...haha

initially i tot it was worng..but after second tots...

i found it quite true...if you ain't pretty, he will not like u at d first sight...

love...such a ting needs to b nutured slowly...

sch was okay todae...

im still missin u...

2005-07-06T16:18:00.000+08:00

im missing u...

2005-07-06T16:17:00.000+08:00

haha...work was kinda cool d first day...although im abit blur..as usual...

today gg bk to work again..hope everithing will be alrite...

thanks...

2005-07-04T11:04:00.000+08:00

was lookin at my old 2100 hp...

saw one of the profile..."chriS.L.Er"

E.R = emergency room...haha

no...

E.R = En ROng a.k.a ah bang

haha.

suddenly tot of him...kind of miss him...

im still miss uuuu...

2005-07-04T10:53:00.000+08:00

i dunnoe y...

but i nv see eye to eye with renee...

alot of times...

i guess it's becux we haven seeneach other for a long time...and time constrint

den,after planning to go sum where...i will sort of get fed up...becux of time fatcor and other stuffs...

i dunnoe ...

but it's alwaes me whu get fed up....

OK...! i mux clam down...canot get fed up liaox...

2005-07-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

haha.

i like boon leng...? haha.No.

ever since after o's holi..i dun even noe what is love and like...i guess dat's because i'm moving to another stage of life..without love.

2005-06-28T12:22:00.000+08:00

hey..coll...now den i noe can upload pics in blogger...kinda tupid...

2005-06-27T15:41:00.000+08:00

OMg.....HEART BROKEN....!!!!!! my facilitator is leaving...dat charming guy...i VERI VERI VERI sad....OMG....yyyyyyyyy? i instantly fancy him on d first dae of his module....he is like sooooooo charming...he's nicely settled set of teeth...he's features...and body...his charming voice...Y?

2005-06-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

recently tings hav been kind of quiet for me...yah...holis...returning sch on mon...it's boring but oso fun...staying at home blogging...

tings haven been going well btw me and shah...but..whu cares...

can u imagine...running to everi fruit stall for a papaya...? but they dun hav...suay...haix...

mum's behaving a little werid todae..i dunnoe...

mon's gg bk to sch..a little scared but happi...let tings go naturally...

2005-06-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

U r SO rite my dear...life have become boring ever since i started working and going to sch...life have been so much diff frm secondary...meeting diff ppl frm diff part of singapore...some pretentious...dislike ya but keep quiet..pretenting dat u r still his fren wen in d dark...he trys to back stab u...i have seen such cases in my sch...changes in attitude within good frens...we no longer hang out dat often like we used to...rmb all d promises we made...all d stupid quarrels we had...all d silly and unrealistic plans we discussed...abt buying lots n lots of bikinis...but it seems like we dun hav d time to even look at them..thus wear em'.I still missed d times wen we hung ard PO...looking at hunks...gossiping...playing...and even get chased by securities...haha...

2005-06-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

Would a guy prefer a petite lady with big boobs or a real slim tall lady,flat-chested...?

Well was at this malay rest. at Arab st...there was these three gers,flat-chested but are model-like.Tall and flat-chested.Haha...Yah..and d waiter eyes were SO over em'...

2005-06-17T18:29:00.000+08:00

darn d com...
shit d holis...
wadeva d time...

DAMN...excuse me..i'm not trying to be some kinda of wacko here..but i'm A BIT boring if u can c...so...tis is jux to entertain myself... YAH...

damn...noone is pickin up d fone...wads d use of a fone...
wanna go swimming...go suana...cool..?

but WHERE...?

I'm BORED....!

u noe wad...im gonna disappear and vanished in this world for a dae...

2005-06-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

gals...rmb miwu....????? d cutie...ahahahaha...jux tot of him....